Thursday, August 27, 2020

a leaf


a leaf

a leaf even dry, dropped,
has no independent existence for its birth growth decay .

it's finally a part of the infinite universe,
if it drops where can it go? , except to the earth 

where is the earth, ? it's not independent of galaxy,
which is again not independent of the sky, 

we feel sun and stars are remote as if of no concern,
but they are a part of the whole ,

without them , i cannot imagine my existence ,
my birth even 

why to look my house is only the four walls,
when the city is mine,

when the country, when the earth,
when the universe is really is mine?

it's really my universe,
like my body and limbs

my whole personality is not limited to some feet height,
it is far , far , it is all

every one of us is really parts of one another ,
no separate
 
i am there , since you are all there ,
since the whole universe is there

i am alive since the universe is alive 
leaf is alive, since the tree is alive
 
there is no need for leaf thinking that it is leaf 
where is it's beginning and end ?

even earth holding the tree is a part of tree, part of leaf
every dust particle is part of infinity
 
it's existing since universe is existing 
so dust particle can claim ''i am the universe''

Saturday, August 22, 2020

i see simply that i do not fall sick

i see simply that i do not fall sick, and be a pathi of myself,
not needing any other pathis , allo, homeo, naturo,ayuro
nor needing from any one sympathy , empathy
by being in the god's anubhuthi,
bliss of his vibhuthi
with abundance of bhakthi
with all my shakthi
striving to be in mukthi
before i am out from rakthi

with inevitable death , vimukthi

avatar.

avatar.

as a human i recognize avatar.
……….but in so many different ways,
seen from so many different levels of my consciousness
it is like seeing the same scene standing at different heights
………….if i stand on the earth , i see the details, trees, houses, people, animals, river,etc upto some distance
………….if i stand on the tall tree , i see more distant horizon, wider area,
…………..if i stand on the tallest mountain, i see a very wide area, more sky, and details of earth on up down etc become less visible,
…………..if i see from the window of aeroplane, flying at great height, view becomes still bigger, covering enormous area , and of course the earth appears wonderful. with mountains and vallies becoming less deep and less high
…………..if i look from moon, it is great,, Armstrong exclaimed when he saw india at a glance..”saare jahan se acchaa hindooshthan hamaaraa”
…………..if i move up still high in the limitless sky i see earth as a dot, also i see it with reference to other planets and stars,
now there are no details, but it is overall wonderful sight, glorious, beyond words
what exactly happening??
thing seen remains the same
but what is seen is different at different levels
so………………..
…………………here i present a scene when seen at the highest level of consciousness. as below
Pranam to guruji , pranam to shishyaji
Pranam to guruji , pranam to shishyaji,
both of you are supreme, all are god,
i claim
i proclaim
quest is god ,question is god,
answer is god, silence is god
acceptance is god rejection is god
understanding is god, puzzle is god
mystery is god
mastery is god
every impulse, every thought, every action,
every process, every phenomena
in every form, in any form
from subtlest to grossest
including
” breathing, eating, drinking and defecating”
from birth to death , before and after ,
as is, where is, how is, why is, when is
all is part of supreme, hence is supreme
all the powers of supreme unleashed
in part or in whole, in whole sale, or in retail
a small matter , it’s detail, yet all a tell-tale
unbegun, unending is his tale

my internet and powercut

my internet and powercut
are hand in hand cut throats,
cutting my throat,
cutting my posts
into bits and pieces
yet i lose no peace
in perfect compose
i go on doing my compose
no repose
nor just pose
and all roses
to you all

Kishans mission

Kishans mission
Kishans mission is accomplishment of evolution
by hook or crook , by means fair or foul,
end justifying means
kishan teases, steals , cheats,
he is really the chor
makhan chor
chor kishore
he is kishore a balak,
but holds the goverdhan on little finger
giridhaari he is
playing fun, frolic
yet a task master
he is master of all arts
he is the one master
He punishes, he kills
he elevates , ennobles
he enlightens, he awakens
he cautions he teaches he reminds
he loves he hates, he threatens
he nourishes he impoverishes
he empowers, he enables
and many many are the ways
he is creative, innovative
spontaneous, natural
self sufficient, self satisfied
yet ambitious, non stop
i pray kishan to bestow mercy on me
in what ever way he likes
all is his grace
Kishan , inspiring me to praise his glory
to understand his mystery
to adore and emulate his mastery

World is getting better or is it getting worse?

World is getting better
or is it getting worse?
yes and no,
it’s better to know
it’s to know better,
just to nod is no better
it’s a flow, a fall, a flood, a stillness,
an overflow, a splash,
a spill, a sea , an ocean ,it’s a seepage,
a sink, a sump, a stink, a drainage,
a surf ,a wave, it’s an undercurrent,
a moisture, a vapor, a rise, a collection ,
a cloud, a random run,
a tandem rain,
a torrent, a drizzle, a shower,
a drop, an ice, a himalay,
a mist , a fog, a snow
it is shiv ling, it’s h2o,
it’s molecule , atoms, electrons, nucleus,
the designer of it all a genius
be serious, yet do not be furious
it is curious, hilarious, marvelous
creating a Marcus Aurelius
a kali das,
a scientist, an artist,
a saint a cheat
a farmer a metal former
an informer, a transformer
it’s a mix, it’s adulteration,
it’s separation it’s purification
see it, but see it all
its up down, top bottom in out in all
then conclude yes or no
conclude yes but no, or, no but yes ,
neither no nor yes
or either or both,
to me all your answers — all yes
i am nonplussed , for me no fuss

Chithshakthi vilas

Chithshakthi vilas
In sitar/veena strings are excited by one hand …ie energy is applied
Strings are pressed in particular mode/sequence, in required degrees to manipulate the sound so that raga is produced…..ie intelligence is applied
In scooter engine runs, accelerator is operated…..energy
Driver controls the direction by steering and brake…intelligence
In painting a picture color is applied……..energy
That paint is spread in to produce shades………and shapes…intelligence
In sculpture hammer is striking the chisel ……energy
It is applied in an order to cut the stone as desired ….intelligence
In speech we produce audible sound…….energy
The tongue and lips work to produce a talk ……..intelligence

full of intruders, life is

full of intruders, life is
by my birth ,
i am intruder in this time space universe
into our garden, tree is intruding,
flower is too
sun ,moon, hills, rainbow, rain, wind,
sunshine, moon light, all are intruders
friends , relatives,
who not , what not
all intruders galore ,
helpless, or with intentions
life is rich,
new joys , new avenues opened,
space is increased ,
pace is enhanced
what a feast , what a festivity ,
what a majesty,
it’s all god’s mercy
oh, see how god is intruding here

sama drushti

sama drushti
if one rises to the state of
1 ”aham brahmasmi…i am god”, then that vision sees..
2 ”thath thvam asi……you are god”, and
3 ”sarvam khalvidam brahma……all is god”, and
4 ”ayam athma brahma……. The individual soul is god ”
Then in that vision
there is no ‘’holier than thou’’, no big, no small
all are His Holiness
all are worthy of worship,
the self of all is seen as the self of one’s self
shankara seeing divinity in chandala
it is sama drushti, seeing the equality

Sunday, August 16, 2020

 deity, even the entire place where the temple is located has the divine vibration. One should relate with the 5 elements of that place to get the best benefits.

Earth – We walk inside temple without our footwear
Water – We are given Thirtha
Fire – We are shown the Aarti plate and we take the heat to our eyes and forehead
Air – We breathe the atmospheric air of the place
Sky – Of course, after our Dharshan we sit in an open area within the temple place and meditate.

So every pilgrimage has its own worth.

Saturday, August 15, 2020

avathar
human creates an image, the best possible, and tries to reach that ideal,
it’s a target set to himself to create an ideal and strive to rise to that ideal
he is not content with two hands
like to have 4 hands, so creates a chathurbhuja
likes to go in space freely , so creates pushpak viman
likes to kill the evil, so creates chakrapani
likes to earn knowledge, so creates a saraswathi
all gods are man’s creations
each man creates his god
he creates in tems of himself , or his surroundings , or imagination,,
the best sharing
the best thing to share is wisdom
wisdom of highest order,
it guides, clears, helps

things perish
information obsoletes

god an ideal

god an ideal in every field he is the best
1 teacher
teaches best, with intimate language, inside, with real examples, models, real life stories, outside, in elaborate details, with utmost accuracy.
he knows the knowledge in its entire depth , lenghth and width, loving, kind, at times punishing if lessons not learnt.
2 scientistknows all the laws of nature
in every branch of science, biology, botany, physics, chemistry
nature his lab, universe his testing and launching pads
explores, experiments, discovers ever new things, all hidden truths
3 enterprenuerhis factory is engaged in producing rich variety quantity,
his inputs the energy and intelligence, rawmaterials gross, finish products the subtle
4 business man
5 artist
6 painter
7 singer
8 actor
9 scavenger
10 leader
11 king
…… list is really endless
analysis is unnecessary
i stop
joy of seeing the infinite
—–sky
——clouds, stars,
sun moon, rain bow, air
omnipresent,
sun rise , sunset
—a lifecycle in one day,
drench in showers of rain,
heavens bounty,
feel bare foot the existence eternal of all inclusive earth,
with stones, thorns,
dust, cool sand, cold mud 
a tolerance of nature unlimited
Guru is one who delivers deliverance

showing a way to transcend
follow we must, but to flow free
not to be tied with any tree
follow and flow as flood to merge with almighty, the ocean
despite tides and waves ,to stay silent without motion
without guru i cannot have a notion
where to direct flow's motion
almighty is guru
created on earth my mighty guru
vande guru parampara
pranami thava charanam punah punah

Thursday, August 13, 2020

mind works in different modes, moods


mind works in different modes, moods
–cannot be understood,
this is unique in perception and values in life
one sees good other sees bad in the same situation
one sees a poetry, becomes poet
one sees glimpse of higher truth, becomes a philosopher
one sees god, becomes a devotee
one sees a love, becomes a lover
one sees no sense, becomes a lunatic
snake is one at the same time it is many
it’s god, it’s poisonous, it’s a nag of nagbhushan,
it’s just a reptile, it’s to be killed,
it’s to be fed with milk ,
it’s a belt for ganapathi, a kundaliny,
it’s a bed for seshashayan,
it’s a kaala sarp, ananta nag,
it is a music lover, it’s a dancer, naagin ,
it’s a bread winner
at any rate it is our brother in the journey of evolution,
an inspiration, an awe,a dread.
to me just a wonder like myself i am"
"Depends also on the ability of expression of what is seen"

Tuesday, August 11, 2020

raw materials, for poet to construct a poem

by falling in to the stream of consciousness, a straw gained value infinite”
all  experiences, observations, memories, quotes, all good bad useless, are all the raw materials, for poet to construct a poem ,
his mind a slate clean
his imagination the pen
let the dictionary flow
let the alphabets glow
wait not f****morrow
in the dark shoot an arrow
poetry is
as deep the rishi is
when rishi is rooted in the field of infinite creativity,
his every utterance is a poetry.
an innovation and novelty
Tomorrow’s MAY contain something better than yesterday’s.
universe evolves every moment
you are a new man born just at this moment
to create  de novo you are meant

Saturday, August 8, 2020

god ,Let be

god ,Let be--- he, she, it , they, 
one, many, some, few , 
only, alone, 
together, pair, bunch, crunch, ---what ever

question is , What how who where --

search, surely you will get answer from somewhere

In poem ,heart pouring, nonchalance,

In  poem ,heart pouring, nonchalance,
rhyme rythm natural,by chance
i see its dance in devotion
freeing pent up emotion
makes me fly
beyond the sky
up in heaven
only the safe haven

Friday, August 7, 2020

quality not quantity

quality not quantity
ultimate quality is god
and quantity of him is onehe coming down a little
creating lokas, brahmalok to manava to amoeba,
different degrees of qualities, from highest to lowest
quantity from one to two to three to infinite,
the lowest in quality being the inert matter, in huge quantity

best survives

best survives
so refine,
evolve,
purify,
innovate,
renovate,
reborn,
afresh,
update,
up to date,
win,
stay,
endure,
ever,
expand.
rule
that is how god is and will be
he survives the best,
because he is the best
and above and many more are the qualities of god,
ways of god, how he is and continues to be
sahasra namavali, the principles of how god ensures himself noble

name or blame

mohammed is god's name
haraamee is a blame
but in  name or blame  i see siva.
hara is siva
mahadev in mhd
hara mhd sounds hara hara mahadev
and in raam i see rama
bhagavan rama chandra
i see the third eye of siva,
in your little resentment,
his little anger
in your expressing a danger
let me realize ,insha allah,
with due respect to my mullah
bina prayer to allah,
shivai  puja of siva
hothi hai jindagi
jarur ek faaltugiri

cancer

cancer
no answer
will not limit to a sthaan
global is its prasthaan
goal is smashaan
role is sarva vinaashan
god did not help those , though ,pure
prevention was better than cure

let us, you, me, all, stay long!

let us, you, me, all, stay long! 
though days are no long!
 
with pranayam, dhyan and song!
let us stay long, and strong!
 
be  longing  for  each other
belonging  to  each other

gurudev

gurudev

Guru is one who delivers deliverance
showing a way to transcend
follow we must, but to flow free
not to be tied with any tree
follow and flow as flood to merge with almighty, the ocean
despite tides and waves ,to stay silent without motion
without guru i cannot have a notion
where to direct flow’s motion
almighty is guru
created on earth my mighty guru
vande guru parampara
pranami thava charanam punah punah

There are stars and stars

There are stars and stars in the universe,
galaxies galore, may be countless,

may be infinite,
though in sizes finite

huge and tiny
max and mini

in own style twinkling or dazzling
but not haggling, nor heckling, nor struggling

never in competition,
not in impositions

yet making the universe
beautiful in ways diverse

let star gazers estimate, praise, prize,criticize
classify, rate, evaluate, celebrate, denigrate

does it matter to the stars,
does it reduce their light 

do stars worry ,
will they hurry

Tuesday, August 4, 2020

I love to eat fruit


I love to eat fruit
i love to look at flowers
i love kids playing
i love river flowing
i love sun rising
i love rain falling
i do not love to get love
i love love i am love
i love love returned
i love love down turned
i love all they love or not love
for me my god is love
him i love or not love
he continues to love